Sunday, October 15, 2006

Is it getting colder around here??

I arrived at condo last Friday night and was greeted with what are you doing here? why are you here? When did I have to announce My comings and goings?

Then tonight when I ordered littleone downstairs for a session because I had been on the road almost all day and to reward her for going shopping to several large and crowed stores ( she hates shopping ) I was met with it is too cold down there and I should have turned on the heat for an hour before. I wonder if the cold is from the weather outside or the temperature inside.

Maybe I have just slipped back to being GOS ( Good Old Sir ) from the Bastard I should be? Is it that I am never going to get the hang of what a submissive truly wants, needs, can handle? Maybe it is time to turn in My tools of pleasure and fade into the land of old Doms? Maybe it is time to become a true Bastard and just do what I want, when I want and be damned what anyone is thinking, feeling or caring?

Brrrrrrrr..... It's cold inside

Monday, October 09, 2006

Sometimes I just don't understand her.....

This weekend I was forced to take strong measures when My littleone, morningstar, failed to follow a task that was set down for her. She wanted tasks then goes and forgets to do them....

She has written about the punishment in her blog and also showed the results of the punishment, but she couldn't show you how she got there, so I am going to but before I do that I don't understand something that happened during her punishment. She started to cry, not from any physical pain but rather from " failing " her punishment ( those are her words/thoughts ). However she did do her punishment, so why the tears??

Oh well here are some of the pictures I promised you.....